part 2 - Teach my hands how to fight

Picking up where we left off in part 1. The more I prayed the more the attacks intensified. This is the part where we scratch our heads especially when we are doing everything we know to be right. Then doubts kick in, you start to think that God don't want to hear from you or God has abondon you. Satan comes in that too wigh lies that maybe it's because of your sins God will not forgive them when your sins have longed been forgotten by God. " If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness" 1 John 1:9. The truth is it has nothing to do with the above mentioned but the cause for things like this is we lack knowledge in that area of what's happened. Job lack the knowledge that he was being tested and it's only through knowledge that the just is delivered according to the Bible.

One night I was in my room sleeping. It must have been around 2-3am, I turned from one side to the next. That's when I heard a voice singing. If I should be really honest with you I can't recall what song was being sang but the voice however was a sweet melody. Before I could turn to see who was in my room I was aggressively flipped over on my back and this "female" looking being was sitting over me with blond hair and red lipstick. I wanted to move or speak but couldn't. That's when I understood that my physical body was asleep but my spirit man was wide awake and alert by the grace of God. I was looking in the face of this being. Suddenly with my hands pinned down I manage to lose grip and somehow pull a glass looking like jar from beside my bed. How did I know it was there? Because "the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through God to the pulling down of strong holds" Corinthians 10:4.

God himself placed in my hands that spiritual jar. I want you to know this was all happening in the spiritual realm. I grabbed the jar just in time when this "female" looking entity opened up his once red lady like lips to a wide horrifying mouth full of teeth and face transformed into this hideous looking demon. It wasn't clear to me that it was a demon who masqueraded in the form of a woman until after the fact. When it opened its mouth, immediately my hand pushed the jar with what appeared to be greenish looking liquid in its mouth and immediately it fell off me unto my life side of the bed where it flipped me from and disappeared.

Some might read this and think this is not real or a made up story but it's real than the real world you see with your natural eyes. After this happens I woke saying "that's what you should get, the blood of Jesus." Til this day I am still amazed at this experience. As we go along this journey I will share with you more of my encounters because they are too many to pack in one post.

Months passed and I have been having countless of these experiences. I remember being held down constantly in my sleep more than 2 times per week. I asked other servants of the Lord if they too where having experiences and the response was "once in a while." I remember reaching out to be prayed for and instead of moving by discernment this person kept implying I wasn't being truthful on wether or not I was living a righteous life. If I wasn't I would be honest because I needed deliverance so bad. At the time this was happening, I was not married yet and I knew the importance of keeping my body holy which I was doing. I wasn't watching pornography or doing anything that I knew could open a door for these kinds of attacks.

I was so baffled to the point where I threw out so much of my stuff. From bags to shoes, clothes, perfumes you name it. Is as if I became paranoid. I remember one of my friend saying to me "why yuh nuh bring the things them come give mi, if you throw weh one more thing mi and yuh." This means she wanted me to give her the stuff than throw them away. She felt like I was crazy for doing that but she knew that I was experiencing extreme afflictions in the house. I got persons to pray out the house 🏠

I know this mother of Zion who is a very powerful woman of God. That woman has a track record of destroying Satan kingdom. She came and prayed throughout the house and I thought all was well. Yet, nothing changes. Instead it intensifies.

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And or you can pray my strength. I am in need of your prayers to carry this mantle bestowed upon me by our gracious Lord and savior Jesus our soon coming King! 👑

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Look out for part 3

Here are two ways you can continue to support this work of the Lord. Head on over to apple podcast and leave a review on the podcast. Here's the link:

https://podcasts.apple.com/ca/podcast/its-the-love-of-god-for-me-podcast/id1603182860?i=1000600952091

And or you can pray my strength. I am in need of your prayers to carry this mantle bestowed upon me by our gracious Lord and savior Jesus our soon coming King! 👑

Share to bless someone.