Dear Lord Jesus,

I am writing this letter from my heart to you Lord. How is it going in heaven? Must be nice to have some of your children there with you. How blessed are they that is able to touch and see you in your beautiful glory, Must be nice...

I often times try to imagine that place, what's it like. The people, the animals and nature if there's such there even the very atmosphere. They will never cry again because you wipe away all their tears. They can never die because there's no sickness nor death that have power over that place. They are never hungry no..they never lack because in your "presence there is fullness of joy and at your right hand there are pleasures forever" Psalms 16, OH IT MUST BE NICE!

Lord, it's not the same here on earth where there is sin and death. Even though your will is for your kingdom to come on earth. Some days it feels like your kingdom is not here. Many are they that have risen up against us. Our children are being destroyed by our enemies. Many are dying of hunger and many are sick and hopeless. Many are bound by things too great for to understand. Many are a slave to fear and the church Lord? The church is getting tired and weary. We are tired of everything. We are tired of messing up and some days we can't even pray. To fast has become so difficult and it's very easy to read the word but to apply them to our lives some days we fail. Our prayer life is dying because of constant afflictions some days we forget that "the weapons of or wars are not carnal" 2corinth 10:4 (KJV) and we are scared to be left behind. Our family and friends are still living as sinners and we are scared for their souls to be lost. We preached the gospel to them first and to the world but no one believes our report. My Lord, many are being "destroyed for lack of (spiritual) knowledge" Hosea 4:6 (KJV) and some days I wonder how many will make it through the great tribulation that is about to take place. Your people is gone astray giving "heed to seducing spirits."

1 Timothy 4:1 (KJV)

Lord, satanism as now become the "norm". Our youths are trusting guard rings and omens than putting their trust in you. Many believe that "spirits" can protect them and they have lost all faith in you the one only protector. There are countless of demonic portals to access our homes, children, marriages, finances etc. through apps, movies and even food that Lord we don't even know what to trust anymore. Had it not been you on our side Lord where would we be? Some days we feel strong and other days we feel so empty and sometimes we are drowning in shame because we have sinned against you with the words of mouth or our behavior at times.

There are many in the church Lord that is hungry and can barely get by. The elders and the widows can barely survive because the majority of us have enough to get us by and those who have enough stores it up for future plans. We have lost our way in Love and there are days it feel like we are being overcomed by evil. The world is looking to the church and it feels like the church has gone into hiding . You called us "the salt" Father are we still salt? Because it feels like we are losing our flavor.

When all hope is gone help us dear Lord to trust you. Even though many of us are bound to our five senses and we have not seen nor heard beyond. Help us to believe... that through all this struggle and warfare. You will never leave us. As it is written "Be strong and courageous. Do not fear orbe in dread of them, for it is the LORD your God who goes with you. He will not leave youor forsake you.” Deuteronomy 31:8

Help us to be strong in all things. Help us to know that it is thee who fights for us. Thank you that "with you all things are possible" Luke 1:37. When our strength fails reminds us that "in our weakness you are strong" 2Corint 12:9. Teach us Lord how to pray in good times and bad times. Happy times and sad times. For those of us that are just going in the motions or going with the flow. Revive us again, and wash away the "mud from our eyes and hearts" that we are able to see beyond and have a heart to understand revelations as it is written in

Isaiah 44.

There's so much more I want to say in this letter, Paraphs another time. Until then my Lord "walk beside us, lead us and guide us. Hold your children near your heart and never let us wander away. Finally, grant us the grace we need to make it in these final days.

Love yours truly,

(Your name here)