Baby on the way!

Last night I dreamt that I was pregnant, and on more than one occasions I have dreamt that I have given birth. I never knew that the time would come where I would write on this topic.

I am speaking on behalf of some of you that will read this post today. I know that the subject is the main reason why you clicked to read. Perhaps you are shocked and want to know more of the juicy details. Well, since you are already here let us dive right into it.

I never envisioned the day would come when I would be pregnant. I keep pinching myself asking is this real? I'm I really going to be a mother? I often times wondered what my baby will look like. What would it feel like to finally arrive at motherhood. For some of you that have already given birth this might look different but for those of us that is still carrying our pregnancy we struggle with the these thoughts and more.

I've watched persons carry their pregnancy and also heard of many stories surrounding the topic and for some strange reason never thought it would happen to me.I didn't want to be pregnant as strange as this might sound to some. I know it's apart of life's journey. When we embark on a certain path in most cases, there comes a time when in order to move from one level to the next we must carry give birth.

I have an idea that this would be difficult if I was to ever be pregnant. In fact, I tried my hardest to escape it. Let me tell you what I did! I tried to protect myself by choosing the easiest route. At least that's what I thought. I still don't understand how I end up here. I thought by using some form of birth control then maybe I could avoid this. I just didn't want to carry this baby. I have heard of too many others who have suffered greatly while being pregnant. There is no way I wanted to suffer the way I watched those closest to me suffer all in the name of pregnancy! What I didn't know is that no matter how hard I tried or what I do to prevent getting this. It was not up to me but one that is greater, the source of life our LORD Jesus. If it's in his will It was going to happen anyhow because no one can stop what God himself has ordained.

"Before I formed thee, I knew thee." Jeremiah 1

He knew me more than I know myself. I tried to run, I didn't want to be a mother. I didn't want to have to bear this pain of carrying a child within. The thing is with a pregnancy like this is nothing easy. When you are pregnant with another human, you are expected to give birth within 9months but when you are pregnant with purpose, you do not know when you will arrive at the due date.

Yes, I am pregnant and not the kind of pregnancy you were expecting to hear but with a pregnancy that is called purpose. I am not just speaking for myself but for many of you right now that is reading this post. You came because you saw the word "baby" but are you pregnant too? Maybe you are and you don't even know it yet.

Are you wondering why the situation is so painful? Why your life is made out the way it is? Why were you born in the family you did or why most of your family suffered the same things? Peraphs while they were going through their season of pregnancy for example; dealing with a rebellious child, struggling as a single parent, homeless, marital issues, unequally yoked, infirmity, financial drought, joblessness etc for seasons after seasons you watched as all of you go through the same never ending cycle.

Years after years you watch as your mother or grandmother struggled in the cycle of defeat and you did everything you could to protect yourself from this. Perhaps it's a close friend that's going through this situation and you prayed and hope you never had to face it but guess what just like them you wind up carrying the same burden.

This could be many reasons why. Sometimes it's generational inheritance. Some cases, could be demonic covenants and other could be the seed of purpose needs to be birth by the chosen one! you will know when you are the one chosen to carry the seed. Often times you feel The kicks in ways no one else in that family feels, chest burns, sleepless nights, nausea and all the challenges you that no one seem to understand. Pay attention to the way you are responding to what you are seeing in your bloodline. This could be a signal from heaven to let you know that what you are dealing with though it might seem generational God wants to form it into a pregnancy and he has chosen you to carry it.

As you go through this season of your life. Expect isolation, betrayals, setbacks, persecution, condemnation by others especially those closest to you, demonic attacks as warfare increases, fear on every side that has risen up to try and overthrow you. Expect, nothing but a cold and dark valley but in the name of Jesus..

Push, even though you feel like giving up.

Push, when you feel like no one else see the work you do or understand your sufferings

Push, when fear surrounds you and you feel like death is near

Push, so you can give birth to what no one else in your family was able to birth.

There are moments I hated being pregnant! For real, I would scream at God and ask Him why me?? But why not me? If I don't break the yoke of proverty or defeat off my family then who else will? I watched as my father tried, mother and grandparents but they all failed. Many say we will never be anything good. God even reveal to us this root of the issue. I saw the strongman with my own eyes in a dream. He was muscular and tall. A very mighty being, full of power. He is the one that has decided the fate of our destiny. He is the one responsible for the untimely death of purpose in my bloodline. Because of this uncircumcised philistine the majority of my family never made it to destiny. I know I have no choice than to carry and protect this baby. God has equipped us all to bring to full term our purpose. What were you created to and what is stopping you from getting there?

As I write this for you today I am in tears because only my God knows how difficult it is to carry such a pregnancy. Just like you I understand when you say "I am tired or I feel like giving up!" I know what it feels like to suffer the same things over and over and feel like you have no strength to pull through. There are times I tell God I don't want to carry out this to full term! I needed to cut this baby out. I don't want to have to deal with this but I am chosen and the power of God within me has prevail.

Don't try to abort what God as impregnated you with. Which is more important? Your feelings or His perfect will for your life?

Imagine if David when he was pregnant with "king of isreal" how he suffered in the hands of Saul. During his trials and hardship what if he had resort to aborting his purpose by choosing to commit suicide or something else? Instead, he chose to endure for years. Or what about Ruth when she lost everything she could have chosen to run away and not carry the pregnancy of lack. Instead, she trusted God that one day she would give birth and be exalted from rags to riches. The same God who kept his eyes upon David and Ruth and ensure they were taken from the pit to the palace is the same God that will give you grace and see you through. Yes, Some pregnancy will require you to carry it for years but the greater the sufferings the greater the purpose that you are carrying. God didn't make a mistake when he allowed that painful situation to happen to you. Peraphs your family couldn't endure and so God has chosen you because what your mother or father couldn't do you can. He knows how frustrated you are right now. He sees the tears no one else see but all that you suffer now it's because of the power that you are carrying within.

During my pregnancy, as the pain increases I kept asking God what is it that you are looking for in me that you haven't yet seen. I believe that once God is satisfied then you will give birth. In other words once he sees that you are trained and prepared enough for spiritual mother or fatherhood he will allow you to give birth. He was training David the whole time on patience and endurance because he would need it in the long run when he becomes king of isreal. I asked him, what is it you haven't found in me? He said one morning when I was asleep I heard his sweet voice and he spoke the following scripture

"Very truly I tell you, unless a kernel of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it remains only a single seed. But if it dies, it produces many seeds. Anyone who loves their life will lose it, while anyone who hates their life in this world will keep it for eternal life." John 12: 24-26 KJV

I don't know about you but my God speaks to me always. I hear him all the time and when I'm in doubt he always and I mean always send a word. As I reflect on the above mentioned scripture I realize God wants my will to die completely before Him. The whole time while I carry this painful seed I haven't died to self. I want to free but God wants me to be processed. Unless you die to self and allow God to fulfill his will you will be right where you are. I would lie to you my friends if I tell you I know what this means. I don't... but I believe the Holy Ghost will perfect all that concerns me. I ask you, what is it that God has not seen in you yet?

If you have died completely to self and you are pregnant still... Then Holy Spirit wants you to know "the hotter the battle, the sweeter the victory." You are called and chosen not just for yourself or family but for many nations. The things you are currently leaping over are designed to help others who are depending on you. Their life or destiny depends on your victory.

You are the Moses to bring your family out of proverty. You are the Daniel to intercede for your generation. You are the Elijah to call your family back to the LORD their God.

YOU ARE!!

And because you are the chosen one. The pregnancy is extremely painful and difficult. As hell and this wicked world and all that there's in are raging war to force you to abort! The enemy knows that destiny is calling your name. That's it's your season and if you get there you will cause havoc in his kingdom. Though he successfully abort pregnancies from your bloodline by frustrating them to give up. He hasn't been able to kill your baby as yet you know why? because you refuses to give up. Heaven, Jesus and the Holy angels are your medical team and they are right there available 24/7 to assist you when you need them. Keep holding on, hold the hands of Jesus and allow him to carry you through this difficult process. You are on what is know as the threshing floor. Being threshed by purpose that is preparing you for your destiny.

You are being processed by Almighty God.

As you surrendered all to Him, one by one he is using this difficult experience to uproot everything in your heart and life that is not of Him. When it is all over you will be able to hold that beautiful little baby (purpose) in your hand and you will be so happy you waited on the Lord and trusted His will. I can't wait to see what your baby will look like. Will she be a doctor? An author? A missionary or a prophet? What will your purpose be? Neither of us know yet, but as for me I do know it will be worth the wait and nothing but beautiful.

"Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord, and in the power of his might. [11] Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil." Ephesians 6:12 KJV

Are you pregnant with twins, triplets or quadruplets? Only time will tell. Whatever you do, carry your divine purpose to full term! Today I am rejoicing with you because your season to give birth is coming and I absolutely can't wait to see what you give birth to!

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